i spent 14 thinking that i could change someone that i loved to love me more, all the while i just loved myself less. I wish that i could give you some wise words of encouragement or some super cool potion , but he will never change and his love will never be equal to yours you will only give and give untill you cannot give anymore. This is a lesson that you are going to have to learn on your own. I wish i could sit down with you or talk to you on the phone so you could hear my voice dear heart. But you are worth so much more than that , there is someone other that can love you for what you are worth. someone who will show you what is means to really be loved.